It's raining outside, and it's loud, and windy, and beautiful. I need to write soon. So that I won't let my co-author down. I'll do that soon. I'll try.
I haven't seen Skylark again, yet. I get a bit restless when I wish that I could see her, and she doesn't come on.
Maybe I should try calling to her, with my mind and heart, as I've done before. It worked, at least one time that I did it, if not several. What I would give to have her be as attracted to me as I am to her...
I do more than just lust after her, now. I would give so much to get to know her personally, and more for us to fall in love with each other... Though, nothing would I give which would effect my life too far in the future, and nothing I hold truly important. In the cosmic sense, ours would be a passing romance, but I would still give much for it to happen.
Skylark, if only you knew how I feel... and could find it within yourself to return my feelings with equal strength... And, if only our love could grow into something huge, and beautiful, and wonderful...
I... would like to love you, Skylark. If you'd give me the chance.
*sighs, smiles a little*
Oyasumi nasai, Skylark-chan. Nikki-chan.
Sleep well, both of you.
Love eternal
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- This is an anonymous blog of my high school journals. It's intended as a vitually unedited (though heavily commentated), first-hand record of the depression and suicidal thoughts I was dealing with at that time. As awful as it was, you'll also find that I laugh at myself a lot in my present-day posts--because who could look back at their high school self and not do that? If you want to know more, the details are in my intro posts.
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